Lots of thoughts to unpack this week so hopefully this makes sense.
Tuesday, April 22, 2025
Easter and Discipleship
Monday, April 14, 2025
High Love and Boldness!
This week was a blast!
We had six people come to church, and two of them were members who hadn’t been since they moved from Ecuador. We helped them find the Spanish-speaking ward and got them connected with the sister missionaries there. More on that later!
This week has been powerful in helping me understand my individual purpose for serving a mission. You’d think that after working 11 months to get out here, I’d have a clear reason—but honestly, I think I mostly did it because my parents love me and wanted me to. Or at least, that’s what I think happened—I don’t really remember the exact moment. But it’s kind of like keeping commandments: at first, we don’t always know why, but we trust that God loves us and wants what’s best. Later, after we act in faith, we receive a witness and understanding of why.
So for anyone who doesn’t know why they should serve a mission—you’ll figure it out on your mission.
The end of Mosiah and the beginning of Alma have been especially meaningful in helping me understand both myself and God. I might’ve mentioned this last week, but I’m saying it again because it’s that important—I need to keep hearing it and maybe someone back home needs to hear it again.
The words Alma uses to describe himself and the sons of Mosiah hit me hard—the joy they found in being able to change. We are not who we were, and we’re not meant to stay who we are. The path to follow Christ is a path of transformation. And that’s the miracle: that we can change. Jesus Christ atoned for us and died so that we could be made new.
How incredible is that?
It’s taken me way too long to start grasping it, and I still don’t think I can fully put it into words. But I know this: because of Christ, I can change. And now that I’ve tasted the immense joy that comes through Him, I find myself deeply concerned for the people I’m called to serve here in England.
The importance of being a missionary has never felt more real to me. Without the gospel of Jesus Christ, these people may never know the joy that life can hold—and that thought truly saddens me. It reminds me of the sons of Mosiah, who said they "could not bear that any human soul should perish." Before I understood what repentance really was, my own soul was miserable. I had moments of giving up—thinking, What’s the point if I can’t change?
But then, one night at the MTC, the Spirit hit me so powerfully, and for the first time, I truly began to understand repentance.
I remember a woman in conference once said to replace the word repentance with “I love you.” That confused me at first, and maybe I’m still not smart enough to fully grasp it—but I believe that Christ calling us to repent is His way of saying exactly that: “I love you.”
Repentance is Him knocking at the door. It’s His invitation to experience true change and exceeding joy.
It’s kind of like going to the gym. The best part is the transformation you get to see. And once you start to see it, you want to tell everyone to give it a try—because you know from experience that change is possible. You have a testimony that if someone shows up with the intention to grow, they can. So you speak boldly because you know it’s real.
And that leads me to boldness. Boldness comes from testimony. But now, I’m realizing that high love is where the real effort begins.
Yesterday was Palm Sunday. The Church’s study plan had an invitation: “Open your heart to greater love.” I know that as I grow in love for the people I serve, my efforts will deepen. And when I combine that love with boldness, I’ll start to understand the first great truth of heaven.
In Elder Holland’s words:
“My brothers and sisters, the first great commandment of all eternity is to love God with all of our heart, might, mind, and strength—that’s the first great commandment. But the first great truth of all eternity is that God loves us with all of His heart, might, mind, and strength. That love is the foundation stone of eternity, and it should be the foundation stone of our daily life. Indeed, it is only with that reassurance burning in our soul that we can have the confidence to keep trying to improve, keep seeking forgiveness for our sins, and keep extending that grace to our neighbor.”
Love you all! I hope this week is even better than the last for each of you.
Elder Hixon
Monday, April 7, 2025
Arizona!
Elect people over there, I swear. So exciting!!
This was a pretty wild week spiritually—even before conference started. I had some really meaningful personal study time where I took a step back and really looked at the miracle of change. The kind of deep, lasting change that only comes through the Atonement of Jesus Christ.
I realized that I’ve been using the Atonement—leaning on it—without fully understanding what it is. Without the Atonement, true change just isn’t possible. We’d be stuck—perpetually caught in sin and torment with no way out. Alma the Younger lays this out powerfully in Alma 36, and Mosiah 27 hits just as hard. It's humbling stuff.
In even more good news: another friend accepted the invitation to prepare for baptism!
The path may be narrow, but we can do our part to keep the gate wide open. I’m so stoked for him. Watching someone begin this journey never gets old.
Also—we just got back from a district trip to London and it was an absolute blast. (And no, I’m not already in London—despite what people assume. That’s about as deep as the explanation gets.)
I got to see Big Ben, Tower Bridge, and the London Eye. It was super fun getting to know the zone better. We sang with Elder Paz and Sister Numbers, and basically played bumper bikes the whole way around the city. Core memory unlocked.
Conference weekend!
We watched two sessions with this sweet older sister in the ward who’s homebound. She’s hilarious—conference ended, and boom, football came right on. 😂
I LOVED the theme of repentance this conference. The whole thing was centered on change and preparing to meet God—and honestly, it hit me deep. There’s such peace and purpose in knowing we can change.
Also... Elder Paz exchange!!
Once again, me and Elder Paz were out finding the elect. We ended up teaching this woman and her 11-year-old daughter for about 20 minutes. It was so powerful—deep gospel truths were flowing, and the daughter had some seriously amazing questions for being so young.
I love that guy. Every exchange with him is fire.
Friday, April 4, 2025
All Good Things!
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